im lonely

i started back what i promise myself not to get involve, i know my heart will be broken , i know but im lonely..i know my "iman" is not strong, i miss myself...at night i did longing to hold someone, someone to chat to create to laugh to cry... i did a favour for every guys..i chat each every one of them, everypart of the world..but still my heart say jump hayati take chances...u always get broken cheated lie, but u stays u...those are the memories that u got...experience that nobody gets...but part of me think im like throwing myself to the sharks..i dont know what outside...but im missing someone...guys are part of my inspiration...i like crying , i like broken hearted..i like misery..a mess i must say...all this happens because everybody around busy texting typing massegges...i miss others taking care of me..im just a girl who wants to know what to couple for years and kiss for hours...