do stopp

please stop looking for me
please stop saying i love u
please stop begging me
please stop texting me
please stop giving hopes
please stop loving me
please stop calling me
please stop everything
i dont need hugs n kisses from a liar like u
i dont need late night text from you

this is so sakit!

ive got lost in translation everytime...i cry, i beg, i do stupid stuu to please others and also stupid guys...but they dont care.....

Fina AF9 - Menangis Lagi Lirik

the way we prepared ourselves out there

we are the soldier in our life. we prepare mentally and also physically...guess what there are people who prepared things but tends to forget the things that they wanted to ...we throw ourselves there to make the situation perfect and by we being there we expect we are the best among the rest..why we always psycho us to think that way. is it make things better or is it things just got worst...i dont know i indulge myself to be a puppet at first so people can treat me differently but also by doing that people still keep pushing me..so is it my fault being to nice to open to trust at others...i just need someone to talk....

stupid friend

its my fault..depending on a friend whom i thought would take care of me..i sewn my own heart because of friends, because of love and to much for me to write..to much to stated....if only this blog could understand that it hits me directly this time ... it hits me to hard so that i cry everytime i look back at this past...dia x hormat aku, sbgai boss dia, dia x hormat aku sebagai org yang memperkenalkan dunia kepadanya..thanks i know its life...tp agk2 la bile org mengata..u should have been back me up

life: im still learning

saya tahu saya bukan seorang manusia yang sempurna, tak mintak pun utk jadi perfect, tp lumrah manusia memerlukan perfectionist dlm hidup...if can mmg nk perfectla..perfect job perfect friends perfect body perfect grades..tp kita tak semudah itu genggam perfect...sebelum kita jumpe itu perasaan perfect  we have to face drama..alot of drama...the process of facing it is called learning...that process always manusia lupekan...and blame others, blame me for not being independent sedangkan selama ini i walk alone...with that rezeki and the backs of my family.....tiada siapa sedar! but im happy my family knows...the strenght that i carry...whatever yg sy tempuh adalah cabaran dan halangan yang sengaja mengajar saya utk berdiri lebih teguh dr sebelum ini.