cutting isn't the best ANSWER

i seen my friends cuts ...she said it gives pleasure and for awhile it made your pain away for awhile.. does it? i ask all of you out there, is it cutting yourself give the feeling of pleasure? i don't understand off all the thing you can let your pain away but not u prefer cutting? it is not the best choice, its stupid because u hurt yourself, u don't even appreciate yourself and by cutting u can ask people to appreciate u? this is so stupid..people only pity for u, do u need that kind of pity from other people....?do ask for help from others...dont swallow your problem alone...u can lead to stupidness

a new year a new resolution?

Resolutions:

do we need resolution for our life's?

come to think of it we do

resolution is made due to the courage to get to our dreams

we sometimes forget our dreams while we living our lives daily

plus there are among us that tend to write resolutions but kept it awhile away from them and keep writing it the next year

while their dreams is only stuck in a piece of paper

i wonder if only dreams that we stated can shout

hahahaha

but do i need it now since my life is unproperly done

yurp im in messed but i also agree my messed up life makes me happy

again i ask myself ...

ok i need resolution...this new resolution will guide me everywhere for this upcoming scene

what really is my resolution..what do i want? what is  my guideline? where should i start?

and what is the most important thing in my life?

do stopp

please stop looking for me
please stop saying i love u
please stop begging me
please stop texting me
please stop giving hopes
please stop loving me
please stop calling me
please stop everything
i dont need hugs n kisses from a liar like u
i dont need late night text from you

this is so sakit!

ive got lost in translation everytime...i cry, i beg, i do stupid stuu to please others and also stupid guys...but they dont care.....

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the way we prepared ourselves out there

we are the soldier in our life. we prepare mentally and also physically...guess what there are people who prepared things but tends to forget the things that they wanted to ...we throw ourselves there to make the situation perfect and by we being there we expect we are the best among the rest..why we always psycho us to think that way. is it make things better or is it things just got worst...i dont know i indulge myself to be a puppet at first so people can treat me differently but also by doing that people still keep pushing me..so is it my fault being to nice to open to trust at others...i just need someone to talk....

stupid friend

its my fault..depending on a friend whom i thought would take care of me..i sewn my own heart because of friends, because of love and to much for me to write..to much to stated....if only this blog could understand that it hits me directly this time ... it hits me to hard so that i cry everytime i look back at this past...dia x hormat aku, sbgai boss dia, dia x hormat aku sebagai org yang memperkenalkan dunia kepadanya..thanks i know its life...tp agk2 la bile org mengata..u should have been back me up